Spring forward...fall back...possibly flat on your hind parts...have you ever known failure to be anything more than the direct result of an overzealous moment of forward movement...i know failure intimately...falling deeper into a consciousness that never quite manifested itself during a period of alertness...falling deeper in love with...momentum...I breathe freely...I move...swiftly...I think...constantly...I progress...rarely...on the scale of preconceived life notions...
i have thought twice about trying to live my life fearlessly...fear sets boundaries...boundaries create comfort...have you ever worn too little shoes?
have your shoes ever been too big?
then you know what i am talking about...
i remember my first real kiss...i was twelve (?)...she was younger...it was passionate...real...unadulterated...purity...first taste of bliss...she's an adult now...i am jadedcynicalpessimistic...she's just as beautiful today as she was over a decade ago...i am much different now...can i go back?
night...club...what the hell did we join...to become a member...of this club...is it like amway...i want to get out...is there away i can denounce my member...ship...in the night...club...i need a t-shirt...at least...for selling myself...to buy in...to...this...night...club...
sleep is...the cousin of death...says Nas...death...is...the child of...letting go...the cousin too...exhaustion...the brother of...lethargy...will you be my friend...friends don't hurt each other...friends...protect...each other...right?
she called me somebody else's name...i did not even get mad...anger is a sign of insecurity...insecurity is a by...product...of self hatred...self hatred...comes from ignorance...ignorance comes from...refusal...refusal comes from...within...what do you refuse...
i had an evil thought...my con...science...told me i...shouldn't...think that...i think...my con...science...should...leave me alone...
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I absolutely love it.
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