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I remember tying to atone for the things in my past by trying to be a better human being/

Now I'm seeing the fruits of my labor are nothing more than covering up the carnal cravings I savor with flavors of the bland kind/

Steadily tiptoeing through life like my future is filled with landmines/

Wondering where I'm...going/

My past cant be changed/

My future can be rearranged and my present is nothing more than the fleeting feeling of chains/

Being broken that is...

Rather than hoping with fear/

I'm living with fire/

Because I'm trying keep going forward, love life, and inspire/

A whole new generatioN NIGGAS like me...

YES, I said "NIGGAS" like me...

Never Ignorant, Getting Goals Accomplished Steadily, like Tupac said...

Maybe you should look a little higher if the last line went over your head.

I once drowned myself in the sorrows of what I once wanted to be my forever/

Now I bend paperclips back over my dreams to keep my life together/

In my notebook/

I dog-ear these pages in an attempt to remember my innocence/

So that my life can stop being a reconciliation of intelligence and ignorance/

That's generally called cognitive dissonance...

I used to fight for freedom and now that I have it/

I'm helping others grab it/

There's nothing like seeing yourself for the first time/

Through your own eyes/

Then you realize that these cats who tried to give you real lies/

In an attempt to make you realize their/

Disconnected reality/

Was just another part of the devil's plan to trap you in this thing that they call "Insanity"/

While the whole time God just wanted you to ask that he/

Take...the burden...off....your shoulders...

Others' expectations are not your own/

So when you feel alone/

Unable to move on/

Or just damn through with the world...

Remember...that God...is love.